Words i dare say.
Words i could never say,
at least not aloud.
Words that would not make you stay,
at least not for a long time.
Rushes of emotions that could make you scared.
In my heart an obsession that i could share.
With you.
Words that you uttered,
at least to hurt.
Feelings that could have been destroyed,
at least by such words.
But like a swimmer trying to reach a forever getting away shore,
i clung.
Onto you.
The problem is,
I'm no good swimmer,
in fact i don't know how to swim
like i don't know how to love you.
But i don't want to learn as like a helpless swimmer i want to drown in you.